Honestly. 

I’m not good with asking. Or hoping or wishing or praying for something. Usually when I ask something I know it’s not gonna happen. It’s like I’m already rejecting myself before someone else does.

I’m losing faith. again. That feeling, it’s so hard to want something to work out. It’s so hard to pray for something when you feel like you hit rock bottom again.

I don’t know what to do. I love everything in my life right now except myself. I feel like a failure. I feel like I always end up making the wrong choices. Making the same mistakes.

Can I ask you a favor? Whoever is reading this. If someone is actually reading this. Can you like, pray for me? cause I’m really tired and I’m really losing hope on everything. Thanks.