Life Dilemmas:

I’m currently in Auckland. But since I can’t find a job..right now. I have big dilemmas. LOL. I have different offers from different places, from different members of my family. So, here it goes. :)

• Annapolis, Maryland USA- My aunt told my mom we could go there to work, which means I have go back to US, renew my visa and take my chance there. It’s nice cause I’ll be with my mom and we’ll have a job. But the problem is, what’s gonna happen in our house? If my Dad goes back to the cruise line he’s working at. What’s gonna happen to it?
• Auckland, New Zealand- No problems here what so ever. Just that I’m far away from my parents and I can’t find a job. My Aunt wants me to try singing somewhere. But we’re still looking. My visa is up by February.
• Lorient Bretagne, France- My cousing, Ate Aiki is moving from Toulouse, France to Lorient. She’s giving birth on March and she wants me to go with her to France. Maybe to help her with her kids and she also told me she can find me job there. Nothings clear with this plan. Only that she wants me to go with her.
• Melbourne, Australia- I can stay at my cousin’s place as long as I can get a job. The thing is, I can only find a job is if I’m on working visa or student. Which is moot point right now since I’m on tourist and as much as I want to apply as a student in Aussie, it’s too expensive. Although I can still stay there and hopefully.. try to find a job.

4 Destinations. And I have to decide. Either I go. or go back to Manila. and probably do nothing again. (which is a bad thing) HELP!